Seminyak, Bali | October 2015
We all get in touch with depression somehow. Through surroundings or maybe you have experienced depression yourself. Stopping the downward spiral and breaking the vicious circle might be the most important step to take, but probably also the hardest. I have often heard people saying “I simply can’t change my mindset”, or “that’s easy for you to say” when I try to help and change their mindset. I used to believe that there’s something in their mind I just couldn’t get into, and which I would (hopefully never) understand. So, while being left with a question mark, I often dropped the discussion.
But I have been wondering lately… Maybe it’s the other way around. Maybe the ‘easier talk’ is to stay in the (negative) vicious circle, rather than trying to break it and put positivity towards it. I might not understand depression deeply, but I do know I take the effort to stay away from negativity. It takes me energy and a certain focus in order to feel good, and although my happiness feels kinda infinite nowadays, happiness hasn’t been coming naturally. I consciously trained my mind to be positive.
“Maybe it is easier stay in the (negative) vicious circle, rather than trying to break it and put positivity towards it”
I think many people expect happiness to be easy-coming. I know I should be careful stating this, but maybe it’s depression that is actually more easy than happiness (in the sense that depression takes less effort to be in). Maybe it is some kind of laziness? It’s easier doing nothing. Or maybe the state feels more comfortable? It’s easier to stay in the familiar. Or the person is too stubborn to let go of anger? It’s easier to hold on to the anger, than trying to accept it.
Asos DIY shorts